I flew last a couple of weeks ago. My instructor suggested hopping around the bay doing landings at each of a few local airports. We stopped at Oakland, Livermore, and San Jose, before returning back to Palo Alto. It was with no small amount of reservation that I agreed.
I was worried a number of things: flying in the complex airspace of the silicon valley, the controllers who would surely realize that I was a returning pilot, the constant frequency changes since the airports seemed so close together, and the art of picking up ATIS, listening for communication directed at me, and flying the airplane (though I suppose I should have listed those three in the opposite order).
As a credit to my instructor, he prepared me before we left, gave me subtle reminders during the flight (for example, saying “almost there” as I was approaching a target altitude), and managed the GPS to make sure I had all of the frequencies at my fingertips at all times. Everything just seemed to start to fall into place. I realized, inbound to Oakland, that I was experiencing a joy that I had denied myself for far too many years.
The Cessna 172 was flying gracefully, the weather was perfect, and the controllers were clear, helpful, and accommodating. In fact, the only hitch in the plan was a bit of a miscommunication with San Jose when I was handed off to the tower.
As if on cue, the tower controller handed me an instruction that just didn’t make any sense. I looked at my instructor, and he looked back at me and shrugged as if saying, it doesn’t make any sense to me either. If there was one thing I remember from my previous training, it’s that in flying, it’s better to open your mouth and let someone think you’re a fool, than to keep it closed and remove all doubt.
I asked for a clarification, and the response was a perfect combination of impatience, contempt, and frustration. He repeated the same instruction, a little quicker, with a touch of anger in his voice, “No, 4-Sierra-Papa, listen, I said fly direct, left base, for runway 3-0…”, and then stopped abruptly. He paused.
Then came the words I’d hoped to hear: “4-Sierra-Papa, correction, fly direct, RIGHT base, runway 3-0, cleared for the option, caution the wake turbulence.”
It was as if the gods of flight decided to test my willingness to question the voice on the other end of the line who is, so often, always right. It was another small experience, of many each flight, that reminds me to remain vigilant and constantly question where I am and what I’m doing.
The flight ended back at Palo Alto, though for the life of me, I have almost no recollection of the landing. My second flight back, and we’d had a gorgeous day for it. For a couple of hours, all of the other stressors of life had faded into the background.
As we walked back into the club, I honestly thought that if I had a few more flights that went as well as that day, my instructor might actually turn me loose in a plane on my own.
I was in no great rush, mind you. Every day seemed to be filled with new flying facts that streamed back into my mind. I would wait as long as necessary to make myself and my instructor confident in my ability to fly an aircraft.
Then he said it. “So much is coming back to you, so fast. You’ve clearly demonstrated the skills and knowledge you need to fly an airplane. If we can finish off the ground requirements for your BFR and the club requirements for Solo, I might just have to let you do a turn or two around the pattern on your own.”
My heart raced. A sense of joy rushed over me (followed almost immediately by a sense of fear). All I could manage to get to come out of my mouth was “Well, we’ll see how things go on the next flight.”
Two weeks later, the afternoon of October 31, I show up three hours early for my lesson. After staking out my claim to one of the tables in the club, I set about clearing up the remaining paperwork. I answered the questions I knew, look up all those that didn’t leap immediately to mind, and starred for review those that didn’t seem to be right even after I’d looked them up. As a testament to the integrity of the club, the questions were extensive, covering a lot of material. What might have seemed at the outset like a tedious task was instead fascinating as I poured over the FAR (Federal Aviation Regulations), AIM (Airmen’s Information Manual), sectional maps, and the POH (pilot’s operating manual) for the plane.
When Mark arrived, I’m sure he was amused to see me spread out all over the table in the break room. We moved to the conference room and reviewed all of the paperwork, before settling in to discussion about the day’s route of flight. We decided that a trip from Palo Alto to Tracy would provide more context on getting out of the airport to the east, as well as set us up at a quiet, remote airfield for a possible solo if things went well.
I headed out to the airplane to begin my pre-flight inspection.
The pre-flight inspection is systematic walk around the plane that allows a pilot to verify that all the required pieces are still attached to the plane. I’ve always enjoyed the Zen aspect of this part of the flight. I try not to rush, and I always make an effort to look for anything that might be new or might have been missed on previous pre-flights. I’m sure it sounds strange, but I also really like putting my hands onto the plane. It connects you to the machine, in much the same way as stroking the neck of a horse before you ride it.
With the pre-flight out of the way, we started the engine and headed out across the bay towards Hayward, Livermore, and on to Tracy.
The weather was perfect for flying. Cool, light winds, and CAVU (Ceiling And Visibility Unlimited). In what seemed like only a few minutes we were beginning our approach into Tracy. It had been so long since I’d approached a non-tower airport, I asked if I could perform an overflight to check the wind indicator, look for traffic, and just get a general picture of the airport. We’d picked up the broadcast of the Automated Weather Observation System (AWOS) and monitored the Common Traffic Advisory Frequency (CTAF) of the airport on the flight in. There appeared to be no other planes active at the airport.
Approaching for the overflight, we noticed a small plan in the run-up area preparing for takeoff. As I flew overhead, I kept an eye on him and continued to broadcast my position overhead. The wind direction indicator below was hinting at variable calm.
A minute later, this small plane taxied onto the runway and silently took off without a peep. Circling back to enter the traffic pattern for the active runway, I continued to watch this fellow as he departed on the upwind leg and I joined the downwind leg. With the minor exception of some slightly aerobatic turns in the pattern (and some corresponding gasps from my instructor), the landing was absolutely, without a doubt, one of the most perfect I’d ever executed. I hardly knew the tires were on the ground.
We taxied back to the active runway for one more landing, this time without the benefit of flaps. I expected the sensation of more speed to be a little disconcerting, but the plane just flew itself down again and settled in for a smooth (though somewhat more prolonged) flare and touchdown.
At this point, confident that I wouldn’t put any new decorations on the plane, my instructor declared “I think you’re ready. Pull up into the parking area so that I can get out.”
I remember the first time I soloed an airplane. My instructor, Luther, climbed out of the Cessna 152 and told me good luck. The tower controllers at the Huntsville International Airport had little else to do that afternoon. One of them chimed in on frequency with, “Just fly it the same as you did on the last landing, and you’ll be fine.” I taxied out to the end of runway 36 right, and stared down the centerline of a runway ten thousand feet long. I pushed the throttle forward and that little plane launched off the runway like it was being compelled to fly with jet assist. I flew three turns around the pattern with a white knuckle grip on the yoke, and had to remind myself to breath every once in a while. It was at the same time both exhilarating and terrifying. I wanted to fly, but more than anything else, I wanted to finish. The sense of accomplishment was amazing, but it was nothing compared to the sense of relief that it was done.
Now, years later, (and for those keeping track, my third solo), while I was a little nervous, I was more concerned because I knew I would be self critical of every deviation from what I had been taught. This time, I sought perfection.
Taxiing back out onto the runway, I was calm as I pushed the throttle forward. The response from the engine was immediate, the propeller pulling the plane into a quick ground roll. I smiled and a rush of wonder and excitement came over me. It had been so many years since I last found myself in a plane alone. I watched the speed build, the ground rushing by, and hardly even had an opportunity to pull back on the yoke before the plane was off the ground, climbing away from the runway.
I wish I could write that the next four landings were as perfect as the first, but they weren’t. I had to extend a downwind and lost the rhythm of my checklist for landing. I ended up high, had to slip it down, and then ballooned in ground effect a little before touching down. As I taxied back, I opened the side window and leaned the mixture a bit, then waved to my instructor before taking the runway again. it wasn’t until I pulled out onto the runway that I realized the window was still open and the mixture was still set to lean for taxi, instead of rich for takeoff. I cleaned things up and flew around again for a touch and go. After touching down, I applied full throttle, popped up in a second, then retracted every bit of the flaps that were providing all that wonderful lift. I realized the mistake in second, and ended up climbing out a little slower than expected. The last landing accomplished, I pulled around to pick up my instructor who’s grin made it clear that he shared in the sense of joy I was feeling.
Looking back, every landing was a learning experience. While none of them were technically perfect, each was a perfect lesson, on a perfect day, on my path back to flight status.
The flight back to Palo Alto was smooth as glass. The scenery was gorgeous, the bay clear and smooth, and the pattern at Palo Alto completely clear of other aircraft as I entered the pattern to land.
After tying down the plane, and heading back into the club, my instructor let me know that he was signing off on my BFR, and my club flying status. I was now legal to pick up a plane on my own time and go flying.
I remember hearing at a safety seminar at one point that you should always fly with consideration given to your personal minimums. I haven’t quite met my personal minimums yet, but it feels pretty darn good to know that I’m on my way back.
I’d like to end this with a huge thanks to my flight instructor Mark Erwin of Mark1Aviation.
It was another great day of flying.